The last couple of months have been a bit of a struggle for me. Not something I like to admit but sometimes it is good to be a little transparent.
August and September were just very stressful both with working a new job and working many hours. One of my coworkers had surgery just after I started and I was working both my job and hers....a lot of stress. Then of course many other stresses that come with life. Being tired all the time didn't help nor did allergies. My co-worker returned the end of Sept...this was good.
Just a side note here...I bring on my own stress. I allow it to get to me. I am not a laid back person that can just go with the flow or let things wait. This is just one of the things I would love to change about myself.
Then on Sept. 30 on my 5 minute drive to work I find out one of my aunts had died unexpectedly. So add sadness to all that stress.
Once things seem to start to settle down my husband and I were able to get away for a few days. This was a BIG help for both of us. We had so much fun and the weather was perfect.
Now we are headed into the holidays. For me I see more stress. I wish I didn't but I do.
A friend shared with me the below link and it really hit home to me. Since the middle of Sept. I have felt...well distant from God and I feel I try and try to get back but feel like I keep failing. I don't feel I am in the exact place this man was as he wrote that but I can relate to a lot of it. I encourage you to take just a moment to listen to it.
I won't give up on seeking as I know God will NEVER GIVE UP ON ME!!!
Thursday, November 3, 2011
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